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Wednesday, January 18, 2012

One Shot vs. Multiple Shots

Do you believe in a one shot God? Or like many people in the world, do you think in a multiple shot God? I’m not going to identify what religions identify with each of these perspectives. First let us all remember that the truth is what it is and not a matter of belief. However, what a person believes about this profound truth will have a significant impact on how they live and die.

If you believe that your soul only has one limited lifespan to make its mark on eternity, and what you believe and do in that one life determines your place in heaven or hell forever, then your choices in life and your psychology as you approach death will be impacted alot by this perspective . On the contrary, if you believe that your soul will re-incarnate again and again on a path of growth and development, your perspective on these issues will likely be quite different. A real example of this is the nation and culture of India. Here life and death are two sides of the same coin and totally out in the open

Finally, and probably more significantly, what kind of God do you envision, one who simply gives us one shot sink or swim, or one through profound forgiveness encourages us to grow in each lifetime but offers us multiple chances to evolve and grow into eternal life?

Think about it!

Friday, December 30, 2011

What Is The Real Struggle?

Many philosophies and religions throughout history have described the human condition, both externally and internally as the struggle between good and evil. It is said that man's inherent nature is a mixture of both. I guess from one perspective that is a legitimate way of viewing it. However this perspective arises basically from the egoic mind and as such keeps us all in a perpetual and endless circle of struggle. Certain religions then offer us salvation primarily in the so called next life or after life.By the way, what is an afterlife anyway? It seems to me that it is just the name for a new life since this life in its current form and incarnation ended.

Let me share a different view about the subject from my own experience. If we look at this deeply from the inside out, this struggle becomes about the limited thinking and emotions of the ego, versus the more profound and limitless intuitive knowing of the heart and soul.On a daily basis we are confronted in our minds by voices and choices. Some of these are originating from our conscious mind and thought stream, while others from a deeper place within our subconscious mind.

If we all continue to listen only to our ego's never ending babble, we will certainly remain stuck in the struggle. However, if we are able to become silent through various means like meditation, that deeper voice can become stronger and stronger which then offers hope for liberation.This then is the true struggle. Ego versus Soul! Bondage versus Liberation. The journey may be very hard and full of obstacles, but well worth the trip!

Tuesday, December 13, 2011

What Is It?

It is no longer about what I have. It is no longer about what I do or who I know. It isn't even about who I love or who loves me. And not about Who I Am!
It is finally about " What I have to Say

" !

Friday, May 20, 2011

Rajyoga for depression !!!

Someone suffering from depression should experience some relief by picturing (visualizing) the following meditation commentary on the screen of his/her mind for 15 minutes every morning and evening:

I am a soul, a tiny star, sitting on my throne between the eyebrows........
I picture my destination, a land of soft golden-red light, beyond the sun, moon and stars........
On the wings of thought I fly there........
Now I am in front of the Father of the soul, a star-like energy like myself but an Ocean of Bliss (Joy)........
Strong currents of spiritual bliss (joy) are radiating from this Supreme Point of Light in all directions........
Like a sponge, I soak up this light of bliss within me........
I am overflowing with happiness and super sensuous joy (joy which is not experienced from the sense organs but through the connection with the Supreme Soul)........

Now, in a deep meditative state, repeat silently the following positive affirmations (thoughts):

I can be free of depression, right now........
I am the master of my mind, my thoughts, my intellect........
My thoughts create my feelings........
I free my mind from all worries, fears and memories of the past.........
I think only positive thoughts about myself.........
I feel very confident, energetic and enthusiastic........
I am very strong and can be a winner in every field of life........
By understanding this meditation I have understood the true purpose and worth of life and am getting more and more interested in it........
I shall now take interest in the activities of day-to-day life........

Tuesday, May 03, 2011

Your Life

God doesn't look at the scale or size of your life, only at the purity of heart by which you live and love! If you live in purity of heart then heaven has already descended on you and lives within you! Omkar Amien


A true devotee who has drunk deep of the Divine Love is like a veritable drunkard, and, as such, cannot always observe the rules of propriety.Ramakrishna

Total Spirituality

I embrace a spirituality that accepts and transcends the sensual, not one the denies and pretends to be above it ! Omkar Amien


We were not created by the Great Source only to remain separated from It forever. In reality we are all built in our energetic and nervous systems to experience God in His/Her fullest manifestation. The problem is a matter of ignorance and being out of tune with the vibration and resonance of the Divine! This is caused by negative karma and energetic blockages that must be cleared first in order to come back into alignment and attunement ! Omkar Amien


The problem with ignorance is ignorance. When we don't know, we don't know what we don't know! Omkar


Actually Ego is not the problem it is Ego identification. When you only know yourself as you pigme self you miss your Divine Self. What a tragedy and pity for you and for all of us too! We need your Light as Well! Omkar

Living with God

When you awaken, awaken with God. When you bathe, bathe with God. When you eat, eat with God. When you walk, walk with God. When you work,work with God. When you make love, make love with God. and when you sleep, sleep with God. Do not ever think or imagine that you are separate from Him/Her, bacause that idea of separation is just an illusion in your mind. God is never away from you and is as close as the breath in your lungs, the blood in your vens , and the song in your heart. Celebrate heaven because heaven is always within you !!! Omkar Amien

Monday, January 31, 2011

Page 1 The Book of Amorology by Robert S

The Book of Amorology

Only Love is eternal
Infinity is eternal
Infinity must be Love.

Love is the essence of all physical matter.

Love transcends the laws of physics.
Love obeys the laws of God.

Love is the Force of the Source.

Love is limitless in power and in peace.

Happiness is an attribute of Love.
Joy is an attribute of Love.
Peace is an attribute of Love.
Attack is the opposite of Love.

Those who attack feel strong but are powerless because they lack Love.
Those who forgive feel weak but are powerful because they contain Love.


The meek shall inherit the earth.

Time and space are different perspectives of the same phenomenon.

If there is space, there must be time.
If there is time, there must be space.

“Empty space” is a contradiction in terms.

Thursday, January 27, 2011

Channeled Message Sacred Love vs. Ego Sex

DM (Divine Message) as chanelled:

[1/23/2011 7:54:47 PM] DM: Sex is when you use the the person's body for your own pleasure

[1/23/2011 7:54:51 PM] DM: Ego-based

[1/23/2011 7:55:03 PM] DM: In sacred love you are completely there for the other and for God

[1/23/2011 7:55:23 PM] DM: God is the center

[1/23/2011 7:55:30 PM] DM: You offer your orgasm to heaven

[1/23/2011 7:55:36 PM] DM: Because that is the source of orgasm

[1/23/2011 7:55:53 PM] DM: Then ultimate happens when your soul energies emerge

[1/23/2011 7:56:01 PM] DM: Completely different

[1/23/2011 7:56:06 PM] DM: Than sex

[1/23/2011 7:56:12 PM] DM: Sex is just cheap fun

[1/23/2011 7:56:25 PM] DM: But it makes a mockery of God's divine creation

[1/23/2011 7:56:33 PM] DM: Man just spilling his seed to get his rocks off

[1/23/2011 7:56:42 PM] DM: One drop of semen has 6 billion sperm

[1/23/2011 7:56:58 PM] DM: 6 billion potential lives

[1/23/2011 7:57:05 PM] DM: so sacred

[1/23/2011 7:57:16 PM] DM: But man doesn't know because of ego blindness

[1/23/2011 7:57:24 PM] DM: So this is not just an alternative form of sex

[1/23/2011 7:57:33 PM] DM: It is love with a complete owners manual

[1/23/2011 7:57:53 PM] DM: Understanding how everything functions and is the basis for co-creation with God

[1/23/2011 7:58:03 PM] DM: baby

[1/23/2011 7:58:05 PM] DM: divine

[1/23/2011 7:58:14 PM] DM: baby

[1/23/2011 7:58:27 PM] DM: If baby comes from sex only, it's already damaged

[1/23/2011 7:58:33 PM] DM: pyschologically

[1/23/2011 7:58:45 PM] DM: Very important that humanity change this now

[1/23/2011 7:58:55 PM] DM: Otherwise same ego shit

[1/23/2011 7:58:58 PM] DM: Not real love

[1/23/2011 7:59:11 PM] DM: Because the very act of divine love is prevented

[1/23/2011 7:59:35 PM] DM: Even married couples

[1/23/2011 7:59:43 PM] DM: If they don't understand

[1/23/2011 7:59:48 PM] DM: Marriage doesn't do anything

[1/23/2011 8:00:05 PM] DM: Gives people a false sense of security for their perversions

[1/23/2011 8:00:14 PM] DM: So sacred love is a massive revolution

[1/23/2011 8:00:18 PM] DM: For all human bengs

[1/23/2011 8:00:27 PM] DM: This is directly from heaven

[1/23/2011 8:00:29 PM] DM: my words

[1/23/2011 8:00:31 PM] DM: Channel

[1/23/2011 8:00:37 PM] DM: from God directly

[1/23/2011 8:00:42 PM] Dm: this is his/her heart

[1/23/2011 8:01:04 PM] DM: Wants to wake up humanity to this

[1/23/2011 8:04:04 PM] DM: This is critical

[1/23/2011 8:04:23 PM] DM: More important than anything

[1/23/2011 8:04:36 PM] DM: Because love is the most important thing in life

[1/23/2011 9:01:38 PM] DM: SACRED LOVE

[1/23/2011 9:01:42 PM] DM: Not sex

[1/23/2011 9:01:54 PM] DM: Sex is when you use the other persons body for your own pleasure

[1/23/2011 9:01:56 PM] DM: Ego based

[1/23/2011 9:02:10 PM] DM: In sacred love, you are completely there for the other and for God

[1/23/2011 9:02:14 PM] DM: God is the center

[1/23/2011 9:02:21 PM] DM: You offer your orgasm to heaven

[1/23/2011 9:02:32 PM] DM: Because that is the source of orgasm

[1/23/2011 9:03:32 PM] DM: God is the center

[1/23/2011 9:03:38 PM] DM: You offer your orgasm to heaven

[1/23/2011 9:03:46 PM] DM: Because that is the source of orgasm

[1/23/2011 9:04:02 PM] DM: Then ultimate happens when your soul energies merge

[1/23/2011 9:04:13 PM] DM: Completely different

[1/23/2011 9:04:17 PM] DM: than sex

[1/23/2011 9:04:43 PM] DM: Sex is just cheap fun

[1/23/2011 9:04:55 PM] DM: But it makes a mockery of God's divine creation

[1/23/2011 9:05:31 PM] DM: Man just spilling his seed to get his rocks off

[1/23/2011 9:05:39 PM] DM: One drop of semen has 6 billion sperm

[1/23/2011 9:05:47 PM] DM: 6 billion potential lives

[1/23/2011 9:05:50 PM] DM: So sacred

[1/23/2011 9:06:13 PM] DM: But man doesn't know because of ego blindness

[1/23/2011 9:06:21 PM] DM: So this is not just an alternative form of sex

[1/23/2011 9:06:28 PM] DM: It is love with a complete owners manual

[1/23/2011 9:06:51 PM] DM: Understanding how evrything functions and is the basis for co-creation with God

[1/23/2011 9:06:54 PM] DM: Baby

[1/23/2011 9:15:18 PM] DM: Divine baby

[1/23/2011 9:15:31 PM] DM: If baby comes from sex only, it's already damaged

[1/23/2011 9:15:40 PM] DM: psychologically

[1/23/2011 9:16:27 PM] DM: Very important that humanity change this now otherwise same ego shit

[1/23/2011 9:16:43 PM] DM: Not real love because the very act of divine love is perverted

[1/23/2011 9:16:56 PM] DM: Even married couples

[1/23/2011 9:17:05 PM] DM: If they don't understand

[1/23/2011 9:17:14 PM] DM: Marriange doesn't do anything

[1/23/2011 9:17:27 PM] DM: Gives people a false sense of security for their perversions

[1/23/2011 9:17:35 PM] DM: So sacred love is a massive revolution

[1/23/2011 9:17:57 PM] DM: for all human beings

[1/23/2011 9:18:07 PM] DM: This is direclty from heaven ok

[1/23/2011 9:18:09 PM] DM: my words

[1/23/2011 9:18:11 PM] DM: channel

[1/23/2011 9:18:16 PM] DM: from God directly

[1/23/2011 9:18:24 PM] DM: this is his/her heart

[1/23/2011 9:18:36 PM] DM: wants to wake up humanity to this

[1/23/2011 9:18:40 PM] DM: this is critical

[1/23/2011 9:18:53 PM] DM: more important than anything

[1/23/2011 9:19:03 PM] DM: because love is the most important thing in life

[1/23/2011 9:19:05 PM] DM: central

[1/23/2011 9:19:15 PM] DM: God is love

[1/23/2011 9:19:24 PM] DM: and everybody wants it but almost nobody has it

[1/23/2011 9:19:32 PM] DM: just ego masquerading as love

[1/23/2011 9:19:38 PM] DM: like a halloween party

[1/23/2011 9:19:46 PM] DM: once you taste it then you know

[1/23/2011 9:19:57 PM] DM: otherwise still lost in a slumber of ignorance

[1/23/2011 9:20:07 PM] DM: that is ultimate buddha

[1/23/2011 9:20:10 PM] DM: love awakening

[1/23/2011 9:20:19 PM] DM: even most monks dont know this

[1/23/2011 9:20:29 PM] DM: they just focus on aloneness

[1/23/2011 9:20:38 PM] DM: sacred

[1/23/2011 9:20:48 PM] DM: in marriage

[1/23/2011 9:20:50 PM] DM: but then they miss loving the other

[1/23/2011 9:20:51 PM] DM: something missing

[1/23/2011 9:21:14 PM] DM: yet we think monk is highest and purest, no

[1/23/2011 9:21:34 PM] DM: sacred love between an enlightened man and woman is higher

[1/23/2011 9:30:06 PM] DM: monk cannot create a baby

[1/23/2011 9:30:15 PM] DM: cannot experience that aspect of God

[1/23/2011 9:34:33 PM] DM: that is the most fundamental thing

[1/23/2011 9:34:51 PM] DM: bringing new life into the world and being a parent like God is to us

[1/23/2011 9:34:55 PM] DM: otherwise you miss

[1/23/2011 9:35:25 PM] DM: this is obviously God's blueprint

[1/23/2011 9:35:36 PM] DM: it is clear in biology

[1/23/2011 9:35:38 PM] DM: birth

[1/23/2011 9:35:53 PM] DM: if we are all enlightened then no need for monk or priest

[1/23/2011 9:36:01 PM] DM: they will become extinct

[1/23/2011 9:36:08 PM] DM: God doesn't like

[1/23/2011 9:36:21 PM] DM: monk lifestyle ultimately

[1/23/2011 9:36:24 PM] DM: not natural

[1/23/2011 9:36:30 PM] DM: against creation

[1/23/2011 9:36:32 PM] DM: not good

[1/23/2011 9:36:46 PM] DM: better than ego love is celibate

[1/23/2011 9:37:35 PM] DM: just ornament

[1/23/2011 9:37:36 PM] DM: no

[1/23/2011 9:37:39 PM] DM: logical right

[1/23/2011 9:37:40 PM] DM: but not ideal

[1/23/2011 9:37:49 PM] DM: why priest has a penis

[1/23/2011 9:37:51 PM] DM: so i want to lovingly destroy monk

[1/23/2011 9:38:01 PM] DM: by teaching sacred love

[1/23/2011 9:38:47 PM] DM: destroy monk

[1/23/2011 11:04:54 PM] DM: by teaching sacred love

[1/23/2011 11:05:14 PM] DM: that is highest form of love - God Man Woman trinity

[1/23/2011 11:05:26 PM] DM: like Jesus and holy spirit

[1/23/2011 11:05:41 PM] DM: holy spirit is sacred feminine

[1/23/2011 11:05:48 PM] DM: Jesus sacred masculine

[1/23/2011 11:05:57 PM] DM: so when people say Jesus is God not correct

[1/23/2011 11:06:21 PM] DM: God is trinity

[1/23/2011 11:06:29 PM] DM: like yao and yin yang and god

[1/23/2011 11:08:19 PM] DM: God is the center of yin/yang

[1/23/2011 11:08:23 PM] DM: like a wheel

[1/23/2011 11:08:36 PM] DM: cannot function without a center wheel of life

Thursday, December 16, 2010

Other quotes from Facebook

~~Other Qoutes that have stuck with me~~

If you are drawn to an enlightened teacher, it is because there is already enough presence in you to recognize presence in another. - Ania Jasiejko

"By feeling the vibrational state you wish to be in, you amplify it; you strengthen it. And if you also include a coherent emotional state such as appreciation or gratitude for the vibrational reality, you will hasten its birth."

"The beliefs held in your subconscious affect your life immeasurably. It's your best friend and more. It is your obedient servant and will always cause you to act on whatever beliefs you program into it. Most of your life is lived based on what your subconscious is led to believe. It dictates whether you fail or succeed, have a poor lifestyle or a great one."

If a thousand people stand up and say something stupid, its still stupid! Consensus does not make the untrue true. In fact, sometimes the majority just means that all of the fools are on one side! - Casey Combden

Quote from a friend on Facebook

★¸¸.☆¨¯`★☀♥ ~~My Personal Qoutes that I have made~~ ★¸¸.☆¨¯`★☀♥

One must willingly break down through fear, to naturally break open in Love. One must become (((Aware))) of all the ego has absorbed through its own illusion of time, to then let go of it. One must willingly break from their limited illusion of reality, to naturally crack the shell into their Infinite spiritual existance. Freeing one's spirit, cleanses the experience of that which IS Now~

The egoic mind is like a closed box containing a maze, always cycling dead-ends. When the shell of the ego breaks, to allow Soul to flow through us, the mazes become open-ended and more confusing for awhile. When Soul takes over, comprehension of a box or maze evaporates, as we simply enjoy our Freedom...♥
*• °♫ ♥¸. • **• °♫ ♥¸. • *Honored I Am, Beauty I Am, Love I Am, Light I Am, Eternal I Am, Within the Presence of my Brothers and Sisters I Am, Shining So Brightly I Am, the Torch of Divine Light at hand, Ever So Grateful to be One with God's Band *• °♫ ♥¸. • **• °♫ ♥¸. • *

~♥~ When one truly understands ONEness with all that is or even living in the moment. It almost becomes mind-blowing in a sense, to try to understand our own separation or conflict with one another ~♥~

~The Best Remedy For Depression Is Meditation, Not Medication~

Spirituality is a natural evolving enlightenment where we find pure truth through the immense light and love that it gives us and through the knowing of our true being we access our God-mind and collective Divine (Christ) consiousness.

Earth = Heart. May all our Hearts be One with Earth and All that IS~

Picture a ball of light in our being trapped within us struggling to be noticed. And Once we start to find this Light within us, we begin to embrace the feeling of unconditional Love and this light starts to grow and expand until it overlaps the surface of our physical being... this is when you truly begin to radiate waves of Love~

When we begin to embrace the Love and Light that we are, we start to feel this spiritual euphoric feeling and we become very sensitive to any and all energy around us. We begin to feel how positive/negative energy really does affect us. Now when we look back in our lives our mind almost regrets or feels guity for things we have done or did not do or ways we did not feel. After we embrace the Love and Light, we than realize and understand how our ego tries so hard to bring us back to living in the condtioned mind. We all know there is no going back and I Know we would not have it any other way.

The smallest seed(s) in the mind can make the biggest creations~

When we begin to live in the moment and let positive energy consume us we start falling away from the negative people in our lives and suddenly new positive people start to come into our lives. And then the negative people we once knew come back to us wondering... What happen?! :)

May the Waves of Love in this ocean of Life carry on within you and around you~

~One who becomes of the Light, deems to shed that Light unto others~

The words from the Soul are the best kind of words. They are words of Pure Truth and Feeling~

The most Beautiful connection is when time seems to just fly by, or feels like you are not even aware of the sense of time~ ♥

I feel that when people notice another overcoming fear or showing that they really are overcoming fear makes the people living in fear even more afriad because they themselves dont understand how you could overcome it and it becomes very intimidating and people do get turned off by you or they get inspired or their ego becomes very jealous of you but they cant help it~

Feelings have a much Higher state of Vibration than the Mind does. If you Feel you Live in Darkness you attract negative energy and a Lost path. If you Feel Afraid, you Attract more 'things' that will make you Fearful. If you Feel Unconditional Love, then Love for all, without Negative Attachment will surround you. If you Feel you Live in Light, you Attract Positive Energy and your path will Be Truly Brightened.

If you Feel Attachment, you are in a state of Wanting or Lacking.

If you Feel Temptation, you Attract Desire to want.

If you Feel you Live in Drama, Drama will surround and Escalate around you.

If you Feel that people are Annoying you, then they will even more.

If you Feel Anxiety, then you are almost always in a state of Uncomfotable Nervousness.

If you Feel Selfish, people will Sense a very powerful Ego and you Push them away before you Realize it.

If you Feel Guilt, then you are always Feeling obligated to that Guilt.

If you Feel Depressed, then you are almost constantly in a state of Negative Vibration.

~Do not dwell on the suffering of 'past' for it has already passed~ Do not feel or think of the 'future' as an obstacle or it will be. Live Life, in the Here and Now~ For the Here and Now is what matters~ This present moment in which are Beings are existing in~ Just Be!

Wednesday, November 24, 2010

Of Ascetics, Hedonists, and Survivalists

Through my many years of living in this lifetime I have met all kinds of people from all different cultures and countries. The experience of diversity has been very rich and precious. However, almost 99.9% of them fall into one of three categories. These are Ascetics, Hedonists, or Survivalists. Survivalists are centered on the root chakra and the predominance of their thinking and energy is focused on the best way to survive in this world. The Hedonists are centered in the second or pleasure chakra and their thinking and energy focus on any and all kinds of pleasure typically purchased by money or ego centered relationships. The Ascetic or moralists is centered on the third or manipura chakra and their thinking and energy is focused on right and wrong or good and evil according to their beliefs, values, and viewpoints. It is however still dominated by ego. It is also true that at different points in my life experience I have been in one of these three categories and know them well.

What I have recently found over the past five years or so is another way of being called the Middle Way. It is cultivated by the experiencing and balancing of all of these fixed positions by becoming aware of their center in the middle. It embraces all the chakras including the highest and lowest, and is closely related to the way of Tao and Tantra, which teach the way of acceptance and flow without getting stuck in fixed positions.

It embraces the idea that a true holy life is not one of pursuing moralistic idealism, but of living without denial, and accepting all things as holy and divine. It embraces all of life's energies in a continual flow of peace and surrender so that not even one speck of the universe is considered bad or wrong. This is life as a whole, not dividing anything.

Monday, November 15, 2010

Twelve Signs of Spiritual Awakening

Twelve Signs
by Benjamin Ka-han McAvoy Spirit Guide

1. Body aches and pains, especially in the neck, shoulder and back. This is the result of intense changes at your DNA level as the "Christ seed" awakens within. This too shall pass.

2. Feeling of deep inner sadness for no apparent reason. You are releasing your past (this lifetime and others) and this causes the feeling of sadness. This is similar to the experience of moving from a house where you lived in for many, many years into a new house. As much as you want to move into the new house, there is a sadness of leaving behind the memories, energy and experiences of the old house. This too shall pass.

3. Crying for no apparent reason. Similar to #2 above. It's good and healthy to let the tears flow. It helps to release the old energy within. This too shall pass.

4. Sudden change in job or career. A very common symptom. As you change, things around you will change as well. Don't worry about finding the "perfect" job or career right now. This too shall pass. You're in transition and you may make several job changes before you settle into one that fits your passion.

5. Withdrawal from family relationships.You are connected to your biological family via old karma. When you get off the karmic cycle, the bonds of the old relationships are released. It will appear as though you are drifting away from your family and friends. This too shall pass. After a period of time, you may develop a new relationship with them if it is appropriate. However, the relationship will be based in the new energy without the karmic attachments.

6. Unusual sleep patterns. It's likely that you'll awaken many nights between 2:00 and 4:00 AM. There's a lot of work going on within you, and it often causes you to wake up for a "breather." Not to worry. If you can't go back to sleep, get up and do something rather than lay in bed and worry about humanly things. This too shall pass.7. Intense dreams. These might include war and battle dreams, chase dreams or monster dreams. You are literally releasing the old energy within, and these energies of the past are often symbolized as wars, running to escape and boogiemen. This too shall pass.

8. Physical disorientation. At times you'll feel very ungrounded. You'll be "spatially challenged" with the feeling like you can't put two feet on the ground, or that you're walking between two worlds. As your consciousness transitions into the new energy, you body sometimes lags behind. Spend more time in nature to help ground the new energy within. This too shall pass.

9. Increased "self talk." You'll find yourself talking to your Self more often. You'll suddenly realize you've been chattering away with yourself for the past 30 minutes. There is a new level of communication taking place within your being, and you're experiencing the tip of the iceberg with the self talk. The conversations will increase, and they will become more fluid, more coherent and more insightful. You're not going crazy, you're just Shaumbra moving into the new energy.

10. Feelings of loneliness, even when in the company of others. You may feel alone and removed from others. You may feel the desire to "flee" groups and crowds. As Shaumbra, you are walking a sacred and lonely path. As much as the feelings of loneliness cause you anxiety, it is difficult to relate to others at this time. The feelings of loneliness are also associated with the fact that your Guides have departed. They have been with you on all of your journeys in all of your lifetimes. It was time for them to back away so you could fill your space with your own divinity. This too shall pass. The void within will be filled with the love and energy of your own Christ consciousness.

11. Loss of passion. You may feel totally disimpassioned, with little or no desire to do anything. That's OK, and it's just part of the process. Take this time to "do no-thing." Don't fight yourself on this, because this too shall pass. It's similar to rebooting a computer. You need to shut down for a brief period of time in order to load the sophisticated new software, or in this case, the new Christ-seed energy.

12. A deep longing to go Home. This is perhaps the most difficult and challenging of any of the conditions. You may experience a deep and overwhelming desire to leave the planet and return to Home. This is not a "suicidal" feeling. It is not based in anger or frustration. You don't want to make a big deal of it or cause drama for yourself or other. There is a quiet part of you that wants to go Home. The root cause for this is quite simple. You have completed your karmic cycles. You have completed your contract for this lifetime. You are ready to begin a new lifetime while still in this physical body. During this transition process, you have an inner remembrance of what it is like to be on the other side.

Are you ready to enlist for another tour of duty here on Earth? Are you ready to take on the challenges of moving into the New Energy? Yes, indeed you could go Home right now. But you've come this far, and after many, many lifetimes it would be a shame to leave before the end of the movie. Besides, Spirit needs you here to help others transition into the new energy. They will need a human guide, just like you, who has taken the journey from the old energy into the new. The path you're walking right now provides the experiences to enable you to become a Teacher of the New Divine Human. As lonely and dark as your journey can be at times, remember that you are never alone.

Sunday, November 07, 2010

From Super Achiever to Super Contributor

Home An article I found on the Laughter Yoga Website I wanted to share with you all!

From Super Achiever to Super Contributor
.Dr Madan Kataria
Are you unhappy? Don't worry, you're not alone. Most people belong to this ‘unhappy club’. In fact, I too was a member of the same club before starting the Laughter clubs in 1995. Years of experience and understanding of life taught me that happiness is not something you can go looking for; it does not come easy when you seek it. It is a state of mind and you need to feel good from within to be able to experience real and unconditional happiness. One way that you can achieve it very easily and effortlessly is when if you give happiness to others. The selfless joy of striving to make others happy leaves you with an abundance of happiness in your life; it provides you with a sense of contentment which is unparalleled.

I would like to share a story which depicts the real purpose of life for everyone:

I was honored with a Super Achievers award on January 4, 2007 by an educational institute in Pune, India, which awarded people for their outstanding contribution and innovation in different fields of science, art, culture and education.

It was a gratifying moment as I held the trophy in my hand. I felt humbled and was really moved by the response of the people. After the warm felicitation, I was expected to say a few words about my achievements. As I took to the dais, I looked at the trophy and felt a kind of spontaneous rush within and much to the amazement of the audience, I said, “I don’t think I’m a super achiever”. I knew they didn’t expect this, but the words came straight from my heart.

When I was young, I always wanted to be a super achiever and become rich and famous. I wanted to prove to the world that I was a high flier and a go-getter. But, it was not easy. The struggle was very long and hard. It left me unhappy, stressed and depressed. As I approached my 40s, I felt that time was running out and I hadn’t really achieved much. I was getting restless and the drive to attain and accomplish became even more intense. At that point, I was only thinking of myself, the others were just secondary.

Suddenly, life took a U-turn and I came up with an ingenious idea of Laughter Clubs. People advised me to patent the idea as it could make me a millionaire, and I must admit that I was very tempted to go ahead and fulfill my life long ambition. But, within six months, I started receiving hundreds of letters and e-mails from people all over the world saying how laughter clubs changed their lives. This again managed to stir my innate desire to become rich and famous. Seeing the growing popularity of the clubs, I thought of charging a small membership fee, which would generate a substantial income. I had almost made up mind, until this incidence changed my entire perspective and gave me a new direction. The age old adage, ‘Man proposes God disposes’ made me do something which I never ever thought I could.

One day, in December 1995, 85 year old Babu Rao, came to my clinic with his son. As soon as he entered, he fell at my feet. Momentarily uncomfortable at seeing an elderly man touch my feet, I knew this was customary in India. It was just a way to show respect and gratitude. I had done it all my life with parents and elders in the family, so I accepted it and took it in my stride.

After a while, he started crying and kept crying for almost five minutes. He could barely talk. As he wept, he kept repeating, “Doctor, you’ve saved my life.” I picked him up, gave him a hug and tried to pacify him. As I started talking, he offered me a box of homemade sweets. He told me he had been suffering from several diseases like diabetes, high blood pressure, arthritis, insomnia and depression. Fed up of life, he contemplated suicide, but fortunately, he joined a laughter club, which changed his whole perception. A month later, he felt much better and his sugar and blood pressure levels stabilized. There was a new resurgence of a will to live and he felt completely rejuvenated. I was moved to tears on hearing his account. Seeing his belief in my concept humbled me and for the first time, I realised the value of true contribution; something that can change a person’s entire life is to be cherished and shared with the world. It can never be equated with money.

After that, I decided to tour India. I came across several people who had benefited from laughter- nature’s most powerful healing force and the best medicine for physical and emotional and mental well being. Seeing the growing popularity, I realized it wasn’t me - it was a divine idea and I was merely a medium who helped to spread the good word. I dropped the idea of patenting the concept and charging a fee.

It was a gift that I was going to give to the world. That day, I felt happy and relieved.

This unique concept captivated the people and gained tremendous popularity worldwide mainly because it encompassed everyone. It was not about me. It was an idea that helped people get the feel of complete wellness, happiness and joy. As the concept spread, my dream to become world-famous was fulfilled. Money and respect started pouring in and I soon realized that I had everything that I ever wanted from life. I understood the importance of placing others before one self.

This is what I spoke to a packed house of 600 people attending the ceremony:

“Ladies and gentlemen, thank you very much for honoring me with super achiever award. I don’t think I am a super achiever. I would rather call myself a super contributor. The times when I was striving, struggling and pushing too hard to accomplish something in life, I found it was very difficult. It was not easy and I was quite frustrated. Nothing was ever enough as it was all directed towards myself. But, when I started thinking about others and planned to do things that would help people, life became simple. I could easily achieve everything by making a worthwhile contribution to the world and making a difference to the lives of hundreds of thousands of people around the world. There is an old saying – ‘Whatever you give out to the universe, it comes back’. This is the circle of life.

Inspired by the speech, the chairman of the Institute said that they would like to change the name of the award from ‘Super Achiever’ to ‘Super Contributor.’

Friday, August 20, 2010

The Thread

As I was reading some part of Ram Das website last night, this quote just kind of hit me deep inside so I thought I would share it with you!

"We’re determined beings to the extent that we are unfolding in a completely lawful and orderly way. It’s karma. I can look back through all the different minds of my life and see the same thread to all my successes, failures, epiphanies, depressions, cravings etc. Since I was a kid, the seed for awakening was there. I have been dancing the beautifully tragic dance and getting caught time and again. And then I see Blake remember, and he advances on to the next phase of his being. “If you could stand back far enough and watch the whole process…”

Remember the thread is always there no matter what!

Saturday, August 14, 2010

Realty Television

Recently I've had a lot of free time on my hands so I spent several hours a day watching reality TV. At first it was quite novel and in some ways entertaining. Primarily most shows are a Birdseye view of other individuals, families, or businesses as they live and interact each day. Inevitably, they all turn into dramas and issues surrounding, drugs, alcohol,sex, fame, relationship conflicts, etc. etc.
By about the third month I began to tire of the same old story on each show being regurgitated again and again in changing circumstances and different forms. Then I realized that these lives of drama and tragedy are the basis of huge profit for not only the characters in these shows, but also for all the producers, employees, and networks involved. Millions and millions are being made at the expense of human misery and tragedy. It is almost as bad as blood diamonds that have financed civil war in Africa and all the carnage that it entails. We live in an age when the world needs to see and be inspired by the highest aspects of the human spirit and soul.Unfortunately, societies appetite for the opposite still grips both the individual and collective consciousness of humanity. Please remember when you watch these shows you are supporting this system of darkness and tragedy whether you understand it or not.

Sunday, July 12, 2009

Sobul's Prayer

Dear Lord, make me an instrument of thy peace St Francis Asissi

Dear Lord, make me an instrument of thy healing Medicine Buddha

Dear Lord, make me an instrument of thy perfect bliss Chakrasamvara

Dear Lord, make me an instrument of thy great compassion Boddhisatva Kwan Yin

and Dear Lord, make me an instrument of thy divine love Jesus Christ

So Be It!!!!!!!!!!!

Happy Tao

Wednesday, July 08, 2009

The Cure

The fundamental illness that afflicts most of humanity is ego identification and attachment. All suffering both mental, emotional, and physical is rooted in this! This illness distorts our vision of reality and causes us to suffer.So what is the prescription and antidote to this poison of attachment to ego and things? The prescription is tantra and the antidote is chakrasanvara, The Wheel Of Perfect Bliss!
When your soul essence and entire being is immersed in perfect bliss and totally satisfied, the grasping and attachment to ego will be cut and you will be free to move to the other side of the river of Life. So cultivating the experience of chakrasamvara tantra is one of the highest portals to your potential liberation! When you experience the deathless dimension within yourself and taste the essential bliss(ananda), you will know the eternal nature of your essence and the impermanence of your form profoundly! This then melts away the addictation to ego that grips us in fear. In that bliss experience is the seed of fearlessness. This is tha path of the peaceful warrior ( Shambala )

Friday, July 03, 2009

Remembering the Witness

Wherever you are remember the witness! Don't try to be somewhere else. Just witness where you are at now! If you are sad,happy, jubilant, depressed, or even horny, remember to just look at it from the witness position1 Don't judge yourself or be angry. There is a reason that you feel & think the way you do now. Accept it, feel it and move on. This is the path to liberation, peace and joyful bliss!

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

My Sacred Vow

I hereby pledge to my beloved and to Life Itself that I will only love you as my partner.!
I will never make love to another as long as I live in this world!
If you accept this sacred love, I will be the happiest man that has ever lived!
If you do not accept this sacred love, then I will remain as a monk until I die!
Either way, my devotion to you and our friendship will remain unchanged!
This is Holy Love not ego!
I am not just a man! I am a buddha as well!
Please understand my heart and intention for us as well as all humanity!
Humanity needs an example of this divine love now more than ever!
The Age has come for divine human love to flourish accross the earth!
So let us be that!

Losing a Spouse

When we lose someone that we love in any way, it is not necessarily a bad thing alone. Even though it is painful and difficult, it may be the only way in which to truly find oneself, which is much more important than having the "other"! The others existence is ultimately there to help us on our inward journey, not to become a fixed dependency which is then a barrier to our progess! Any loss in life has the seed of this potentiality! On the wisdom path one can recognize this and use it to grow and benefit! This then will help others realize as well. Your tragedy becomes a portal into the Tao of existence!

Parallel Journeys

Life is a combination of external and internal journeys! The external is made up of places, people, time and circumstances! It has physical space and dimension to it! The internal journey which happens in conjunction with and through the external, is made of different stuff! It is a journey of energy elevation and spiritual realization! It is not bound by time and space but by ongoing levels of higher and higher consciousness. It is also a journey from ego based emotion to enlightened emotion and compassion. When we learn from our external joueney the lessons Life is trying to teach us, we progress on the internal path. When we don't learn, we then must repeat the same onoing conditions on the outside until we do get it and can progress further on the internal path! This is universal principle and cannot be changed or circumvented in any way! When you are able to embrace Life completely no matter what happens, and do it with awareness and intelligence, that is the secret to moving forward internally! Meditate frequently about your Life circumstances and all answers will eventually come!!! It is real so be it!

The Path of Intelligence vs. the Path of Wisdom

Most of humanity is treading on the path of intelligence. Itellectual knowledge and prowess are placed at a high priority and position by society in general! This is cause for great imbalance within the individual and is reflected in the world everywhere! We human beings have two other centers of intelligence besides the rational mind in the head. They are located in the heart chakra and in the hara, or dahn center located just below the navel. These other centers are equally important if not more important that the head! It is through the awareness and creative mastery of tese three energiy centers that one can move from the limited path of intelligence to the Path of Wisdom! The heart chakra center is there for emotional intelligence and compassionate action and the dahn center is there for awarness and enlightened consciousness! These aspects Allow us to experience life in all its breadth and fullnes ratrher than through the limited spectacles of the intellect!

Two Aspects of Sacredness

There are two aspects of sacredness! Aloness within oneself is the most fundamental and sacred of all. The second is love which has a partner in the process. Spiritual aloness is the primordial base of all existence! Through this sacred practice you can know Life as it existed before creation. This is fundamental sacredness! Through sacred love you can know the other as a partner in love. Through this experience you can know Life's motive for creation! This is why Jesus taught to love God with all your being and to love each other as you love God! Everything sacred exist within these two aspects!

Love Demands

When Love turns from a spontaneous flow of caring energy to expectations and demands, it is nearly on its deathbed! When partners in love lose that freedom and creative spontenaety, the ego has sunk its vicious teeth into something divine and turned it into something ugly! Ego love is not love at all. It is ego disguised as love! Please recognize this before it is too late and your precious love falls victim to the minds demand for control and certainty!

Friday, June 19, 2009


You should only worship your own Buddha nature and everyone else's as well! The Ego's function is then to simply serve The Buddha within us all!

Measuring The Ego

The size of a persons ego and measuring it is of the Ego. It is ultimately meaningless! So don't focus on doing that! The problem arises when we don't know our own essential Buddha nature and mistakenly identify with the Ego function of the personality as who we are. This then becomes a grasping attachment because of the fear that arises when we don't know who we are and when we feel cut of from the Source energy.The Ego function is a natural part of life! It is healthy when it serves our deeper essential nature which is Buddha (awake).

Monday, June 15, 2009

Judgement and Tonglen

Only a totally enlightened being has the right to judge others. Even, so they would probably prefer compassion to judgement. Thus is the way of the Bodhisattva!This is the practice of tonglen, exchanging places and karma. There is no higher love than this!

A Long Way To Go

There is always a long way to go on a endless journey!

Sunday, June 14, 2009

Last Night

Last Night I went to my new home to prepare it spiritually for when I move in next week, I did energy cleansing and sage smudging to purify the energy field there! As I was doing pujas at midnight, I felt your divine presence there so strongly! It came into my spirit and lifted my soul to a great awakening of bliss and ecstacy!My soul was profoundly purified and enlightened with your prayers and love like never before in my life! I am so grateful to you my love for the grace and power of your eternal light! May all sentient beings be blessed with this!

Cascading flow

Since meeting you I have never felt so much love in my heart as now! It is like a wellspring of divine love creating a cascading flow of pure emotion and compassionate energy. My soul is alive with Life and brilliance! It has never known such intensity and depth! You are the spark of eternal bliss I have longed for for many many lifetimes! I haven't felt this good in centuries! My beloved Dakini!Om Mane Padme Hung!

Saturday, June 13, 2009

Precious One

To my beloved! You have graced my life and spirit with such divine presnce and energy! I am totally slain asunder with the vajra sword of the Buddha's peace and compassion, flowing from your glowing eyes and heart!I long for the day when it might be possible to embrace you completely with my entire being of light, heart and soul!How I long to kiss every freckle, every strand of your long beautiful hair, and every cell of your glorious body! In your presnce the world of stress and complexity melt away into the great Tao of Life! You bring me such Joy and happiness as I have never expeienced and enjoyed before. I offer you all that I have and all that I am! Even this is still not nearly enough to repay your gentle kindness and wisdom! May our path together be a tremendous celebration of the Joy of Divine Life as it unfolds in this most marvelous Age! NGA KHYE-RANG DGA PO

Monday, June 08, 2009

The Means

The means and motive by which we act are very important! It is impossible to create a heavenly world thru hellish means. Samsaric motives and means invariably result in more of the same samsaric karma. Einstein said the any problem in life will never be solved at the same level of consciousness that which it was created! It is only through a higher level of consciousness that the motives, inspirations, solutions and means can solve humanities tremendous challenges and problems today. The first place to look is at the heart. We need an awakening of higher and higher demensions of heart and compassion to truly bring about change and growth for society! Otherwise seemingly solved problems today will re-emerge in a new form form later!

The Spontaneous Emanation of the Heart

Genuine Love is a spontaneous flow and emanation of the heart and soul! It cannot be forced, regulated, or manipulated in any way. It comes from the deepest recesses of your being. If you are graced with an experience of real love in your life, you are truly blessed! If you are married, a great challenge will be to keep this love from going stale and becoming dead through moralistic tenets and high expectations and demands of each other. Inevitably when the high expectations of love become too hard to fulfill between marriage partners, the love can evaporate like the early morning fog over the mountains! This then can turn into an ego love, hellish prison. In this environment love quickly turns to indifference and sometimes hatred of the other. This is an all too familiar pattern in our society. The ego crushes love by the weight of its desire to contol and manipulate it!

Sunday, May 17, 2009

The Richness of Presence

As I was meditating this evening I received this message. " The Richness of My Presence is so close to you all, and always as near as your own heart and soul. I am present nowhere except in the deepest parts of your essence and in the essence of all that I have created. There is, and can be no true separation between us. We are inextricably bound together in the mystery and majesty of Life itself, everflowing together with the Divine energy of egoless love and friendship. Please know this as certainly as you know that the sun rises every morning and sets every evening. It is a gift of beauty and slpendor that reveals my deepest heart to you all. Until now, only a few have seen. Soon all of you will know, hear and see me as clearly as a bright cloudless sky in springtime!" This ecstatic love and peace vibration will cover the earth in the undeniable bliss of ananda, your true essence!"

Saturday, May 16, 2009

Natural Perfection

When we think of perfection in the usual sense, it is thought of as some type of conformity with a certain standard of conduct, morality, or unrealistic mental image of ourselves and others. This type of so called perfectionism is not healthy and unattainable when it is based in egoic consciousness! On the other hand there is something in the Buddhist/ Bon tradition called Natural Perfection or Dzogchen. This is realized either suddenly (vajra), or over time through practice and comes when one's energies are aligned with the Tao or center. By re-connecting with our original Buddha nature that is already within us and is already not lacking of anything , a simple naturalness and flow becomes self evident and glows outwardly to others as well! Then you naturally realize who you are and have always been!Awake!

Just Recently

Just Recently I lost my glasses
Just Recently I lost my car
Just Recently I lost my business
Just Recently I lost my home
Just Recently I lost my credit
Just Recently I went bankrupt
Just Recently I lost my health
Just Recently I lost my mind
Obviously this caused me great concern until I finally realized that the only thing I really lost were my attachments
Then I felt better and happy again because I found that which I can never lose,

Monday, April 27, 2009


Until you are no more, there are just layers. When you are no more, it doesn't matter. You are no more. Then you are everything!It is just a process that is everflowing.So Be It!

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

Living from the Inside Out

In the west we live from the outside in! We believe that what is outside of us is more important and valuable than what is within. In the East they live from the inside out. The spiritual traditions of Asia teach the importance of this life viewpoint. What you are and what is within caerries all the seeds of what you manifest in life. If your manifestation emanates from that deep spring within, it carries a sense of aliveness and joy that cannot be found outside yourself. It is the beingness and transcendant place of joy, love , compassion, and equanimity the buddhists call four immeasurables!
If we in the west can embrace this view wholeheartedly, our current seeming crisis will not endure long! It will transmute into the greatest experience of joy and freedom humanity has ever known! Without this view, it will rob us of the last bit of humanity and divinity left. This is our cross, Let us take it up and pass thru to the ressurection of the deathless within us! So Be It!

Between Attachment and Resistance

Between attachment and resistance somewhere lies the middle way. This is a place where no attachment or resistance can reside. It naturally can only be this way. It is the Way, the place where life flows eternally. It is the Tao. It is there within us at all times. It naturally can only be this way for without it Life would cease to exists. It is not a question of existence, but a question of alignment with it!Close your eyes and calm your mind and spirit! It is there if you can be aware!

Wednesday, April 01, 2009

Creating Good Karma

When things in Life get tough, as many are experiencing now in today's economic crisis, most of us get very protective and defensive out of fear of loss. This to some degree is a natural reaction from the part of our psyche that is focused on self preservation. For those who can see a little deeper into it though, these challenges create an opportunity to create very good karma. If we can embrace the difficulties with compassion, and increase our dedication to giving and charity because of the new reality of need in society, our past negative karma can be clensed and a new realm of blessed energy can emerge from within the soul. If when we normally should be contracting and selfish, we give even more, that giving is especially profound and powerful. Look at the life of Jesus. When confronted with the cross he gave his last flesh, tears and blood not only for himself, but for all of humamity. This opened a most powerful portal of spiritual blessing and salvation for all to go through in the future. Please remember, we can also do these kind of great things as well. Even Jesus predicted that we would do greater things than he. Now is the time to make that a reality in this world!!!

The Haves and The Have Nots

Up until this age the world has always had the Haves and the Have Nots. Although this is a very real economic reality throughout history and in our current state of affairs today, it is also to some degree a matter of mentality or perspective. The basic cause of this distorted view is the economic concept of scarcity. If we believe that the resources available to support ourselves and families are scarce, then we then try to compete with each other for these resources. This creates a basic notion of competition, comparison and hoarding . When the so-called Haves hoard wealth and possessions, they create an imbalance in what is available. Ultimately, this imbalance cannot be sustained for long and the whole system is doomed to collapse, which we have just seen for the first time on a global scale.
I hereby declare as of this moment an end to this Have / Have not mentality based on scarcity, and proclaim a new age based on the idea of All Have which is founded on the reality of abundance. Life is alive and abundant. It is not a collection of separate things, but an interdependent living organism that includes all human beings. As this New Age emerges we will begin to see the end of the scarcity consciousness and the beginning of the age of abundance.Let It Be!